HIIE guys ;]

i made this private blog to wrote some stuffs that i can't write it openly in my open blog
and also for avoiding some pervert stalking -.-
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it is still not fully done up yet.
but i will edit after i came back from malaysia..
as your noe,Chinese new year and valentine is cuming le..
today as usual,never received his msg again =(
i tried to msg him.but in the end,the short conversation was being cutted by him..
i really dun understand what he is thinking..
should i wait until it's one month?
i have tried to be more auto..but cnt he understand?
haiis.
wonder will he msg during valentine or not..
im really looking forward to it....
but i tink it is just another false hope again..
i don't wish for history to re act again..
becos of you,i was scare of relationship
becos of you,i waited...
am i not good enough?
if there is something u got to say,pls be more straightforward..
i hope that this is not a game or prank that is played by you......
truely loves you.....

and tat stupid stalking! better dun msg me on sun!
seeing ur msg just spoil my mood!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fire up!!!!!!!!!!